Sam

12:34 pm: You know, i never thought i'd say this but, the dating scene is actually really fun right now. Met a couple of cute boys. both are very nice, open the door for you, take you out in front of their friends kind of kids. I like them both, and they both appear to like me. one held my hand last night, it was darling. i feel happy!

08:53 pm: I dont know how typical of single college girls this is to say, but i hate boys. I would be really interested to meet one that is not a jerk. really.

06:17 pm: my birthday was good! britnee and i went to san diego for 4 days. we were beach bums and we also went to sea world! today we left around 11 and then something happened in the navagation and we ended up north of phoenix and i didnt get home until 6:00. it was cool... haha thats all. i'm tired. i'm going to go look at my pictures.

09:57 pm: So i got sick today. and i wanted to die. and then i took a lot of helpful aids and am feeling much better. I dont know what was in them, but they made me very ambitious. I signed up for classes Summer school AND fall. I have 2 summer school classes (i used to say "summer is my time. i dont want to go to school"), and i have 16 credit hours for fall! i've never had more than 12. weird day.

06:16 pm: i was supposed to work this weekend BUT i dont now! i love that that happened! today i hung out with my mom, got my car worked on so it is in peak condition, and cleaned my room. I redid my bulliton board and it looks really nice. I want to buy a bed spread very badly, but i do not have enough money. In 1 week i am going to california for my birthday with britnee, so i have to save all of my money for that. I would like to do something specific tomorrow but i will not. Instead britnee and i will go to the bamboo club. we will order the large sample platter as always and split it between the two of us. aferwards we will look at some town houses she found, she guarantees me that they are the cutest little houses i've ever seen. I am excited. My hair is blonde now. I think i like it but i'm not sure. It brings out the different colors between my eyes- i like that. i cant WAIT to go to california!

08:42 pm: accidental overachiever
i spent almost all of last week stressed out and working on my HUGE notebook that was due for my fabrics class today. (yes... i take a fabrics class..) I was up all night last night working on it and after my 3 hours of sleep i woke up early to finish it. It looked GOOD! so i took it to class today all confident and what not, and this lady looked at it and said "oh my! did you do the whole thing?" and i was like "yes...." yeah only the FIRST section was due today! when i read the paper i somehow thought the first notebook, i could have done so many cooler things last week. bummer. oh well at least i'm done and i dont have to do any work in there for about a month.

09:49 pm: luck?
my car has been in the shop for a week tomorrow, it will be in there for 3-5 MORE days. i'm pretty bummed. life is kind of in a slum right now, but i went shopping today and dropped a few hundred dollars so i feel sort of better. in that girly superficial kind of way. I got a beautiful silk shirt with embroidered peacock feathers on it and a peacock on the back. it says extra small- its too big. i bought it anyway because it is just stunning! does anyone know how to alter silk? i sure dont. school is alright... i'm starting to stress out because i have 2 projects due soon and i havent really had time to go looking around for the materials i need to compile them. anyway my life isnt interesting so........... if you want to hear more about it call me and we will hang out.

01:50 pm: size small?
i lost 7 pounds during my two weeks of post surgery lounging. i didnt have 7 pounds to lose, and now i'm sad. but the bright side is it will come back faster than it went away (i hope). Today i went to Macys to exchange a sweater that my mom bought me for christmas which was too big. i tried on several shirts. I couldnt find extra smalls of any of them, i was pretty much confined to the clearance rack unless i wanted to pay the difference which i didnt so there i was, so i just tried on the smalls. i ended up getting one, but its 3 inches too big. i dont like macys. luckilly its a blouse so i'll just sew the side seems in some. but i have 3 shirst i have to do that to! so today will be seemstress day! i'm going to go visit my grandma now.

07:34 pm: lady with a baby
life after surgery has been pretty good. i'm healing quickly and i wish i could go everywhere, but i'm still confined to the couch. Rajiv sneaked me out one day and we saw The Pursuit of Happiness which was really good and totally worth any pain my foot may have felt (but didnt). on wednesday i get my stitches out! i cant wait because my foot is starting to smell like onions. i CANNOT wait to be done! to be able to hop in my car with my brand new stereo and drive to anywhere i want to be (and work too) and do whatever i want to do! i'm starting to fall into that weird mood that i get in when i'm at home too much, and i sleep in way toooooo late. I've decided i dont like sleeping in that much, but i have no reason to wake up so i let myself do it anyway. this entry is to occupy some time, jenna is coming back in half an hour to ring in the new year with me. we are going to play dream phone, only we're going to replace all the names with boys that we know. I'll let you know if you end up being the boy who likes me. we may even play mall madness but we have to ask my other cousins who werent invited to our little party if we can borrow it. so we probably wont play that. Maybe we will have a dance. hahahaha we wont! i think way too much. its because i have too much time on my hands. If i'm thinking this much tomorrow i will paint a picture. it will probably end up pretty good. ha. Britnee comes home tomorrow! i cant wait! i wont see her then, but maybe sometime this week. I miss britnee johnson! Rachel- how was your trip? did you get all kinds of cool things for christmas??? How about you Jonny? what was your favorite gift? did we go over this already? Cortney did you really get that gun?? I had a dream about water and ice last night. i dreamt that reggie and i went there to visit jonny at work and it was super-d-duper-d busy so i went and started helping jonny pack a pint of ice cream. but the cup never filled up! and the lady wanted two pints but the first cup used the whole case of ice cream. and she was being a nag and wanting to try all of the flavors before she picked her second one and jonny left so i was trying to help 80 people at once. So i just picked a flavor for the lady. she got some chocolate coconut flavor that my mind made up and she was pretty happy with it. so i went to ring up her and her husband but i forgot which number to put things under and they also wanted to purchase a hat for their dog because it was its birthday and we didnt have hats when i worked there so i didnt know which number to put that under at all! but then jonny came back so i asked him and he said something weird and then left. so i just guessed. the man was being mean to me and he had a BIG cowboy hat on. i dont know where reggie was, i think he was in the back with a lot of my other friends. then this lady started having a baby. so i locked the doors and then all of my friends showed up again and started helping her deliver. i didnt help i just stayed behind the counter because thats gross. and thats what i dreamed about! i want to go swimming. NO i want to go boogie boarding!!!!! that would be cold though... it would be fun to go to pismo beach again! i want to go there with my friends and camp out and go boogie boarding. and we will bring guitars and sing songs. maybe i will bring some straw to chew on. haha juuuuuuuuuuust kiddddiiiiiiiiing! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

06:23 pm: listen- i'm not lying when i say my luck has changed! not that i've really ever had BAD luck, i just havent had very GOOD luck. and i wont say that i do now because i dont want it to stop. things are looking up! thats all.